I always seemed to have everything I wanted, BUT was never satisfied! In High School I was an officer in my sorority, on the Homecoming Queen's Court and enjoying life, but something was missing. I was heavily involved in my church yet, again, felt something lacking! I went on to Michigan State University and found myself with thousands of students from different backgrounds and religions. Which was right? During my junior year I was contacted by an acquaintance of a friend.

We were best friends; neighbors.  I don't even remember what made me so mad at my friend. I just remember feeling rage as my childish blows beat down on his neck and shoulders.  It felt both good to express my anger and awful that I was so out of control. I ran home horrified at what I had done.